Barriers of Protection
“I feel these four walls that concave my mind fall in.
These barriers colide, encase me, hide me within.
To the depths of my heart and mind within.
My life shall never begin.
My very being is benign.
Forever safe am I…
Forever safe… am I”
” I’m Suffocating underneath this adamant hymn.
I must apologize to you my dearly beloved.
For I take! and take! and take! So much from you my dear poor air.
Yet my lungs can never seem to bear this newfound breath before the dare.
This hymn of protection, conforms my very being.
Even though this life truly has no meaning.
These lungs cannot bare,
Yet to attain I must dare,
If not forever emotionless I sha’ll drain.
Forever Dead am I.”
“For how can it be considered a life if it’s not one worth living?
So Pusillanimous is I who has nothing but an urge for that of the fleeting?
So many unspoken words.
But are they worse than the words of aver?
Will they ever be deign or forever just a world of words of lies?
Forever speechless am I.”
“Dear bounds that bind me.
I wanna break this spell you’ve created.
I want freedom.
Bound and Restricted.
I try to give you up, but now I’m addicted.
Forever stuck in this penitentiary am I?”
” Break me, Break me down.
I’m drowning, thrashing, asphyxiated.
I scream beneath these binds that uphold me.
Break me, break this very being.
I’m so tired of living this life not worth living.
To get to know me, you must break these barriers that are my very being.
But the thing is, is are you willing?”
” I plea to you barriers.
You will be the death of me.
If you become my very being.
I must fight, for I won’t let you win.
So let this war begin.
Burry it, I won’t let you burry it.
You will be the death of me.
Smother it, I won’t let you smother it.
How did it come to this?
Murder it, I won’t let you murder it.
This life of mine… It’s running out.
And you, yes you… will suck the life out of me.”
By - Savanah Harris
—(via kisaloveskiren4ever)
